Be The Hero Of Your Own Motherhood Adventure

As a young girl I hope you were taught you could do anything a boy does. You could go to school and get a job. In your old life, you were measured up against masculine indicators of success, like winning, or discovering, or inventing. Being ambitious and competitive and independent were all considered positive personality traits in our culture. If you found yourself stuck or at a loose end, if you ever didn’t have the answer, you could look it up in books or just ask guru Google. Information was power. Everything was figure-out-able.

Now You Are A Mother

There have never been more books, videos, research and workshops on motherhood. We are suffering from information overload, we can’t figure out babies and we aren’t enjoying ourselves.

This is because mothering is not a masculine activity and does not have masculine solutions. Through pregnancy, childbirth and breastfeeding, your oxytocin levels have increased. High oxytocin makes you more contemplative, companionable and dependent. You feel sensitive and forgetful. You live in the moment. You are more tolerant of monotony and boredom.

I Call This Baby Brain

It is that sweet, gooey love when you gaze into your baby’s eyes. It’s forgetting where you put your car keys. It’s bursting into tears when you watch the news. It’s losing yourself in the moment, losing track of time altogether. Oxytocin gives you gooey, mushy feelings, so expect to feel foggy and forgetful.

And, if you have been taught to value more masculine ways of thinking, baby brain can be very confronting. Transitioning to motherhood can be painful, as there are deep internal shifts in ways of knowing and understanding the world around you. Maybe you are grieving as your old self is gone, superseded. Maybe you feel ‘all at sea’ as Naomi Stadlen put it. You are still finding yourself in this new view of the world.

If You Feel Lost, Avoid Looking For Solutions. Don’t Get Stuck In An Information Frenzy. 

You will not find what you need there. Avoid anyone that offers you a magic pill, or a one-size-fits-all solution. Don’t be rescued!

Be the hero of your own motherhood adventure and find your own way out of the confusion by connecting with yourself and your baby. Ask for practical, physical help with cooking and cleaning and shopping. Love conquers all, so it’s ok if you make a few mistakes along the way. Your baby loves you, and you need to love yourself too.